a puzzle

So lots of things have been going on in my life and I'm not sure how to put them into words. Have been at the same time very busy and waiting around for something to happen. I've been trying to stay focused and I kinda am but I feel so scattered like a chicken running around with ax damage to the neck. Mainly because I am doing stuff for other people and not really focusing on me. And that is where I need to focus. Hopefully that will change in the next week or two or three or four.... All of this has lead me to the thoughts below.

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I feel like a 10,000 piece puzzle someone has thrown in the air


All the pieces should still be there


Have some been damaged or lost


Will they all fit


Can't quite clearly see the picture on the box....